Shuruwat

 (Vinay)-Mein kabhi kisi cheez me acha nhi rha,

Na acha beta bn ska,

Na acha dost hi reh paya,

Na padhayi me acha rha,

Aur na hi pyaar me.........

Kya meri jindagi me kuch acha hona nhi likha??

Kyu hr baar mein akela reh jata hu???

Meine kyu hi usse pyaar kiya??

Kya mila aakhir usko chaah kr??

Jindagi me shyd hi koi ek acha faisla meine abtk liya ho

Lekin aaj jo mein krne ja rha hu

Wahi sahi hai...

Usse sbki problems solve ho jayengi....

Mere gharwalo ke upr se bojh utr jayega,

Uski jindagi se bhi hmesa ke liye durr ho jaunga....

Sbse durr ho jana hi sahi hai....

Kyunki ab mujhe khud ko khokr hi khud ko pana hai....

#Hearing crying sounds from somewhere on the river bridge#

Ye kaun hai jo meri hi taraf iss pul pr nadi me kudne ke liye khadi hai....

   

#Suddenly uss ladki ke paas jaakr usko peeche se grab krke bridge ki edges se neeche utaar kr usko shant krwate huye puchta hu#

Hey hey hey,...... Ruko.....

Kaun ho tum?? Aur ye kya krne ja rhi ho?????

Pgl ho kya????

(Girl)- #rote huye kehti hai#....Just let me go....... Chhodo mujhe. Mrr jaane do..

Kuch nhi bcha meri jindagi me....

Sb khtm ho gya hai... Sbbbb....

And again she step on the edge of the bridge for jumping into the river...

Then again boy grabs her hand tightly and pull her back on the road.. and slaps her....

Boy- Tum pgl ho gyi ho kya???

Kya krne ja rhi ho ye sb??

Atleast ek wajah to btao ye krne ka??

Girl- kyu??? Kyu btau tumhe??? Aur tum hote kaun ho ye sb jaanne waale??

 Chhod mujhe aur jaane do....

Mein yaha apne aap ko khtm krne aayi thi..

Jaane do mujhe.....

Boy- hey just listen me first...

Ek ajnabi ke naate hi sahi

bta skti ho..... Ki kyu apne aap ko itni bdi sajaa dene ja rhi ho?...

#Ladki wahi baith gyi side me rote huye, aur btana shuru krti hai#

Girl- Aaj hmari shadi ki date thi......

Hum bhaag kr shadi krne wale the

Shadi to huyi....

Lekin hmari nhi....

Uss kamine ki kisi aur se shadi ho rhi hai aaj....

Vaade mujhse kiye,

Sapne mujhe dikhaye,

Jindagi bhar saath dene ki baatein mujhse ki...

Lekin nibhane kisi aur ke saath chla gya wo....

Aur chhod gya mujhe yu akela.....

Usko ache se pta tha ki mein uske bina nhi reh skti bilkul bhi akele.....

Fir bhi chla gya wo mujhe chhod kr....

(And starts crying again).....

Boy- I'm sorry, Ye sb sunn kr bura lga...

Jo bhi hua wo acha nhi hua.....

  Lekin ye sb hua kaise??..

Agr aapko problem na ho to aap apna pain aur baant skti ho mere saath, kya pta...

Aapko dard thoda sa km ho jaaye....

Girl- Hmara 4 saal ka relationship tha,

School me mile the hum dono...

Mein uske saath itna attached ho gyi thi ki na usse baat kiye bina khana khaya jata tha

Na hi neend aati thi usse baat kiye bina....

 Aur time aese hi beetta(spend) rha.

Meine apne ghar me sbko bta rkha tha aur shadi bhi usi se krungi ye bhi tay kr rkha tha...

 Fir jb hum bade huye

School passout huye tb hum dono apne apne carrier bnane me busy ho gye

 Mein e-commerce me job krne lgi

Aur wo apne papa ke ghar ke business me help krta...

Isi taraf time beeta

.... Lekin pichle ek saal se uska behaviour kuch ukhda ukhda rehna lga...

Aesa lgta jaise wo mujhko khud se durr Krna chahta hai...

 Bura to mujhe bhi lgta

Lekin fir bhi aakhir me shadi to hum krenge hi ek dusre se tb sb theek ho jayega soch kr, nazar andaaz kr diya krti thi mein..

  Fir ek din wo gaaon chla gya.... Mujhse ye keh kr ki wo apni behen ke liye ladka dekhne gya hai apni family ke saath,,

  Mujhe bhi isme koi dikkat nhi lgi....

Mere liye to Acha kaam hi krne gya tha wo

Kyunki uski behen ki shadi hogi tbhi uske baad hmari shadi hoti,,,,......

  Lekin usi ke 2-3 din baad mujhe meri ek closed friend se pta chla

Ki wo gaaon me apni behen ke liye ladka dekhne nhi

Balki khud ki hi engagement ke liye gya hua hai

Aur uski engagement bhi ho chuki hai....

  Ye sb sunn kr pehle to mujhe believe nhi hua,,, mein apni friend pr bhi naraz huyi, lekin jb usne mujhe uski aur apne bf ke chats pdhaye tb dheere dheere yakeen hona shuru hua ki kuch to hai jo glt ho rha hai...

 Meri friend ka bf, actual me mere bf ka hi friend hai....

  Aur ye engagement waali baat meri friend ko usi ke bf ne btayi thi....

Ye sb pta chlne ke baad maano ek dum se mere liye sb kuch stop ho gya tha,,,

  Kuch bolne aur smjhne ki taqat hi nhi rhi...

Fir jb thoda hosh aaya

Tb meine usko call Kiya gaao me....

Usse pucha ki ye sb kya hai??

Kyu jhuth bola tumne mujhse....

Tb usne btaya ki wo ye sb khud ki mrzi se nhi blki mummy papa ki jabardasti ki wajah se kr rha hai

Aur ye sb wo mujhe Btane hi wala tha lekin usse pehle meine hi usko call krke ye sb puch liya....

Usne kaha ki wo wapas delhi apne ghar aate hi apne mummy papa se baat krke ghar me sb kuch bta dega ki hum dono ek dusre se bohot pyaar krte hain aur shadi Krna chahte hain...

 Meine pucha agr nhi maane tb??

Usne kaha ki hum dono bhaag jayenge..

Firse usne dherro vaade kiye..

  Mujhe kisi tarah shant kr diya usne....

Jb ghar wapas aaya tb meine usse Milne ki jidd ki....

  Jb hum mile tb usne kaha ki gaao me mujhe didi ka bolkr hi le jaya gya tha

Lekin waha meri sagayi ki baat mujhe wahi pahuch kr pta chli..

 Mein uss time pr btana chaah rha tha ghar waalo ko

Lekin himmat nhi kr paya....

 Isliye meine ab ghar me bta diya hai ki hum dono pyar krte hain

Aur shadi Krna chahte hain....

 Lekin ghar waale nhi Maan rhe hain isliye hum ab bhaag jayenge ghar se...

  Uski ye baatein sunn kr mein turant raazi ho gyi ghar se bhagne ke liye...

Uss time sirf mujhe wahi dikh rha tha aur hmara pyaar,

  Mere ghar waalo ki ek bhi baar yaad nhi aayi mujhe ki..

 Ghar jaakr meine bol diya tha mummy ko ki mein shadi krne ja rhi hu usse 

 Aur iss ghar se chli jaungi....

Mummy naraz thi bohot lekin apni beti ki khushi ke aage majbur bhi thi...

  Apne dosto wagerah se puch kr mujhe pta chla ek mandir ka jaha bhaag kr aaye huye premi jodo ki shadi krwayi jaati hai...

Meine waha jakr hmari baat btayi aur registration fees jma krwa kr shadi ki date leli, Date aaj ki thi... Aaj hum dono bhaag kr shadi krne waale the...

Job se jldi nikl kr mein mandir ke bahar uska wait krti rhi.......

Usko call lgane ka try Kiya but usne call pick nhi kiya,,

Mujhe lga shyd bag pack krke nikl gya hoga

Raaste me hoga isliye nhi utha pa rha hoga....,,

 Aese hi wait krte huye 10 min ho gye, fir 25 min, fir 1 hour aur fir aese hi wait krte huye poore 3 hours ho chuke the

 Jb wo shaam ko 7pm bje tk bhi nhi aya

Tb mujhe gussa aane lga aur seedhe uske ghar ki taraf nikl gyi....

Jaise hi uski gali me pahuchi,...

 Ek ghar saj rkha tha bohot acha, Tent bhi lga tha uss ghar ke saamne,

Gali me ghuste huye bahar se hi dikha...

Paas gyi tb thoda shocked huyi...

  Kyunki wo ghar kisi aur ka bhi,

Usi ka tha....

Aesa lg rha tha mano ye shadi wala ghar ho....

 Meine firse call ki usko tb bhi koi response nhi tha......

  Ab meri bhi dil ki dhadkan jaise badhne lgi thi 

Saamne hi ek shop Wale se pucha to unhone btaya ki iss ghar ke ladke ki aaj shadi hai..

 Ye sunte hi jaise maano hazaro pahad ek sath mere upr girr chuke ho.....

  Meine uncle se theek se pucha to unhone shadi wala card mere haatho me thamaa kr kaha

Ye lo padh lo....

Kaampte huye haatho se meine wo card liya

Aur jb meine naam pda....

Meri saansein ek dum se ruk gyi

Dil ki Dhadkan jaise bnd c ho gyi.....

Dimaag ne bhi kaam Krna bnd kr diya...

 Ek dum se shop Wale uncle ke puchne pr hosh aaya

 shop wale uncle- Kya hua beta???? Sb theek to hai na??

 Girl- #ansu pochte huye# Haan uncle sb.... Sb theek hai...

Card pr kuch phone numbers the....

Call lgaya 

To uske father ne uthaya....

Unhe meine sb kuch bta diya hmare baare me...

 Tb unhone jo kaha, wo sunn kr mera bacha khucha bharosa bhi uss insaan ke upr se ht gya......

 Jb unhone mujhe kaha ki..... Beta agr aesa kuch tha to tum logo ko pehle hi btana chahiye tha, tb kuch kiya ja skta tha, aur isne bhi hume abhi tk kuch nhi btaya tha ki tum dono ek dusre se pyaar krte ho,,,aur ab to derr bhi ho chuki hai, baarat bhi ladki walo ke yaha pahuch chuki hai...

Ab kuch nhi ho skta, apna dhyan rkhna...

Keh kr unhone phone cut kr diya....

 Uske baad se mere aankho ke saamne jaise uske liye huye mujhse ek ek vaade, uski khayi huyi har ek kasam....

  Sb jhoote nazar aate gye...

Itne time se usne mujhe andhere me rkha...

Jhuth bolta rha mujhse ki usne ghar me sb bta diya hai aur ghar waale nhi Maan rhe...

   Hr waqt bs usne mujhse jhuth hi bola...

Mujhse bhi sirf baat isliye kiya krta tha taaki mein baar baar usko call krke preshan na kr sku....

Hazaro baatein mere dimaag me ghum rhi thi...

Aur fir uske baad se mein yaha iss pul pr kb aakr khadi huyi mujhe tb pta chla jb tumne mujhe peeche kheencha....

 Kyu bchaya tumne mujhe????

 Mein kya krunga aesi jindagi me reh kr??

 Mera pyaar mere saamne hi jhuth bol bolkr hmari shadi wale din hi shadi to kr rha hai

Lekin kisi aur se...

Aur jeete jee mein sb hote huye nhi seh skti....

    

Ghar walo ko jb ye pta chlega to mein unse nazare nhi mila paungi..... 

Kyunki jis vishwas se mein uski side liya krti thi apne ghar me sbke khilaaf...

  Ab kaise unse nazare mila paungi??

Kya muh dikhaungi apna???...

 Tumne glt kiya mujhe bcha kr.....

Mere paas ab mrne ke alawa koi aur chhara hi nhi hai....

  Iss janam na sahi....

Shyd Agle janam mein apne ghar walo ko muh dikha paau,,,